So this is my first ever journal...not going to be much of a rant or rave just me thinking out loud. I was recently at the J-Pop summit in S.F. and was amazed at the shortcomings this year. Less artists less people and more bands from japan. What can I do to continue to be inspired to create art? It's been a long 5 1/2 years ups and downs..relationships friend wise and family wise ups and downs. Family members passing away and and me still feeling the same. Where do I go from here still jobless and still not fully happy with myself where I am in my art. I know we all have doubts whether or not we will get to be where we want to be. Tho as of